promoting myself...

ran out of ideas. promoting myself isn't a simply job after all.
so, i start to think, is the statement truly fits me? is it exaggerating? or i actually undersold myself?
how could i ever measure how far should i go, how good should it be? i can only do my best, try to make it the best.
i often think that what do i deserve. pretty much of the time i seem to be confident about everything but actually none if i really consider them.
i think the thing i do best is to convince myself or i would rather say, i hypnotize myself, to do the impossible.
i hope i will succeed in doing this this time, again!