Saturday 26 June 2010

致王恺怡小姐

你叫我写中等就好。你叫我写好好来。(我觉得我再写下去,你就要生气了。)
答应过你的,我会在这里补写一个“中等”又“好好来”的。那么我写了。

从你背影
那笑靥
陌生的
我不解
那里边
住着怎样一个人

望着天花板
单人床
双人份
感觉的
不是呼吸的炽热
而是那
真诚的温暖

每个微笑里
藏着的面具
我看不透
我明白
你的喜怒哀乐里
是情感
是一颗容易被牵动的心


Thursday 24 June 2010

Goodbye My Lover - James Blunt


Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Chorus (2x)
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Chorus (2x)
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Chorus (2x)
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

23, 24/6/10 A date to remember

还是喜欢用写的。有些言语说不清的,讲不完的,三两句写下就好。是隐藏了情感,抑更真情流露,都不重要,至少,我开得了口。我不是很厉害演,越装就越容易被拆穿。有时候我也没能理清头绪,我只知道我想那么做。就一去不复返了。


This is another feeling, on the same day. A farewell. Or maybe it's just a goodbye and we will meet again somewhere around the corner. I am happy that I have touched your heart as much as you have touched mine. Thank you for everything, your help, your concern, your care. We will get to know the final judgement in 2 months time and I hope you do receive my calls. =)

Sunday 20 June 2010

Uncertainties

Can be additional and fractional. May also be expressed in percentages.
However, there is such uncertainty that, no matter how hard you try, you can never find the value, not even the range.
For such uncertainty, you can only sum up what your heart is telling you.
Be brave to take the risk, or not to take it.

Saturday 19 June 2010

A very surprising experience


Winning picture for the category - Malaysia.

I am speechless... I am glad that I have my own camera in the end. =)