some thoughts.

"when the ship reach the bridge head, it will become straight automatically."

a chinese quote translated into english directly.

somehow, 2 person told me this, the same way but with a bit of difference in the translation.

just like 'faith'. something that people suddenly kept saying to me.

decisions are hard to make. but opportunities are harder to find.

i will follow the flow of the current, until i reach the next bridge head.

i pass the previous one successfully, what's next?

小感触

different views. do you want to see the scenery behind, or the flowers?

把鞋子挂在上面。是不是希望自己也有飞上去，以不同角度看世界的机会？

what a day

in melaka.

that says all. =)

.

I am at the middle of nowhere, staring empty into the air.
With all the unknowns and pressure, I feel as if I am lost.
I am doubtful about things that I used to be sure.
Maybe I worry too much, maybe I just need some time to adapt.
or maybe I just need some confident.
But, no matter how insecure I feel, I will keep going, for the place that I wanted to be in, and the reasons behind those effort I made.
It's worth a try.

信念

如果我们有很强的信念，我们不会害怕被任何东西左右。语言，只是形式。如果单凭一个字，就能把那么壮大的队伍击倒，那我只能说，他们并没有坚定的信念。或者觉得，大多数当局者没有办法坚持下去。不断的抗议和示威，是在反映自己的不足还是真理？（如果真的有真理的话）

开始会害怕活在这个社会。没有办法坦荡荡的把话说出来，一直任由别人摆布。司法，在维持公义和腐败的边缘拉扯。用举动来威胁它，挑战它。哪怕有那一天，再怎么伟大的它，也会被击垮。

或许各持己见，谁是谁非，很难定夺。每一个意见都应该被听见。最后采用的，虽然无奈，但还是要接受少数服从多数的原理，或者是，仗着权势可以压抑多数者的胜出，抑或，会对大家构成威胁的少数，迫使多数服从。

怎样都很难理清对错，但往往，暴力是不对的！

addicted.

facebook, restaurant city, pet society, a bit of country story, boys over flowers, ncis, criminal minds, ghost whisper, america's next top model, sin chew daily, maggi curry, pringles, sleep, running away from hw, etc...

too much of addiction. stop them at once or one by one? by that time, i should be engaged in other addiction. endless cycle.

something i observed

the worst violence in the world is not done physically,

but verbally.

words kill.

physical distortion can be cure,

but a hole in your heart can never be healed.

it needs to be filled.

无奈

各怀鬼胎

你说你的

我想我的

你说的

全变成我想的

却不是你要讲的

没有人知道

很多人莫名其妙

更多人无乱设想

不想听时

你想说

你说时

我却误解

后来的后来

你再也不开口

没有人知道

你会想什么

没有人知道

你要什么

你要做什么

去吧

留下别人

在痛苦和愤怒

之间徘徊

一直压抑

压抑着不解

=.=

没有办法和不讲话的人沟通。

不知道现在是担心还是气愤。